I wait here, sad and alone
I wait here for the unknown
I don't know why I continue this act
I haven't a clue how to turn back
In love and out of it
Can't depend on any of it
Smiles and promises never kept
And then my love has lost it's depth
And now I just don't care anymore
I'm tired of waiting for so much more
I can't take the not knowing of this
It's just not worth effort it is
And then there's the pain and agony
That only hurt can seem to cure me
I try to ignore those feelings of loneliness
But they get to the center of me, I must confess
Everything seems to get turned around
Everything seems to be upsidedown
I can't the letters upon the wall
For it seems I've stumbled and I fall
It's too late to turn back now
I must continue on somehow
Everything happens for a reason
No matter how small no matter the season
So here I go again on this great game
Playing the part that is always the same
Going on a journy afar
But always now where you are
It doesn't take you to a place unknown
But it takes your feelings in ways unshown
And how to you get back on your feet
When everthing you love makes you so weak
But I'm ranting now, and I must leave you
To start again this game anew
So I bid you farewell and say my last words
Everything must somehow go forwards
Somehow, somewhere it'll turn out just fine
If you keep your feelings inside alive
And don't despair beyond hope
Somehow, somewhere you will cope
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