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Void
Posted On 09/25/2007 19:34:57
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I walk around in this void of a world. I have no emotions; am I not human. There is no happiness when everyone else laughs, there is no sadness for what most people think is sad. I walk in an emtionless fog wrapped around me, swallowing me more and more each day. there is no turning back for I am so far gone the void can not be filled.
They say there is a Heaven and Hell. But that must mean you have to believe in some kind of higher power. Did you ever think that maybe we are living in Hell, till the end and then find harmony of some kind. Sometimes it is very hard to think that we are not living in Hell with all the killing that goes on. Maybe that is why children and outstanding people pass away.........He has taken them out of Hell as we are left to ponder.
I suppose we write our own pages. I have seen so much but yet have so many blank. I know not what tomorow brings. Not all my furture I will like and not all my past I miss. I take and try to write the pages as best I can. Some are easier than others, but isn't that what it's all about. I have heard it gets better, I have yet to see. I try to take what comes and make it fit for me. But at times there is only so much you can fix to make it work for you. Sometimes the pages bring the end so close to my grasp then something chances the timing and gone from reach it is. I try to get it back but it is so far gone that the pages are just to blank and then turn black. Now I know not how to write my pages oh what shall I do. I can't go on without being able to write my pages of future past and future present.
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