|
|
|
The darker side of me....
Posted On: 04/02/2008 20:10:15
|
I really wish that I'd be able to show people how I feel,not hide behind this mask.. A mask that I don't show on purpose... I don't want to be alone, I'm afraind of being alone... Everytime I'll have to go home after school, I feel worried and so on because I'm afraid of what will happen when I sit alone at home... I don't dare to tell either, I don't want them to lock me in or something like that...
I feel a lot of things and I always think too much, I know that.. I wish I were somewhere else.
I feel pressure to do great, be perfect and not be weak..
I don't want to be weak, but I feel like I am... I believed that this was just a bad period and it would be better in time, but it doesn't seem to be like that...
Next week I have a meeting with the social services, which I'm very nervous about.. What if they don't want to give more help, or no help at all? What would I do? How would I live?
|
