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Hate the world today...
Posted On: 04/18/2008 21:49:39
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Seriously, don't know what to do..
Feel so lonely.
Don't know, who will ever understand me?
My feelings are so complicated, and I don't have/experience as much feelings as everyone else, instead those I do feel are so strong that it feels like I'm gonna die, just by feeling the feelings. I'm afraid of feelings, terrified.
Now, I don't have anyone to turn to like I had before, all the people who were employed for listening to me, to help me improve. Now I don't have anyone.
They didn't see it coming neither did I. Nobody knew how hard I'd fall when they discharged me.. I didn't what it, the (treatmenthome?) didn't want it, but the social services did it anyway. And now look what happend...
I do not understand, what was the point in rescue me in the first place when they don't finish what they started?
Fuck this>_<
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