I don't know what to think or feel anymore, I just want this to be over with... I hate it, yesterday I didn't even got out of my bed, at least not until 6:00 pm.. Fuck it..
I have so much that I want to say, wnt to tell, but I don't have the courage to do so... And most important, I don't know whom to tell... I don't understand relationships between people in this society, and I don't have the courage to ask, 'cause I don't want people to think that I'm strange.. Is this really what life is about?