I say fuck the holidays.........fuck Thanksgiving, fuck christmas..........so not looking forward to these days.....My Mother will not be around this year, for she left this life in August. I miss her dearly and will not be the same without her. So yeah Im bummed the fuck out about the jollyfuckingholly holidays. I just want to crawl in my cave and be left alone.........just sad.....and on another note.........holidays are way too fucking overated these days.....let them come and leave quick.
Yeah, the holidays do suck and unfortunately our society doesn't help make it out to be what it should be, and the loss of a loved one only compounds it. My deepest sympathies to you on the loss of your mom and I hope things get better.