The way I feel right Now
Unable to face another hour.
I look in the mirror
Startled by someone Else's reflection.
Suffocated by my life of self deception.
I'm the chameleon that adapts to any situation.
A product of the State.
Our so called wonderful Nation.
Whats my life's Destination?
Falling faster toward this self constructed
disaster.
Orchestrating my own Demise-I'm in self destruct mode.Falling faster and faster-I'm the Culprit, bastard.
Plagued by horrible memories within a troubled mind.
Some persecute me for my out look on life.
Given the chance I'd relight the light.
That turned black before having sight.
Every days is as unpredictable as the next.
Trying to exhibit this word impressed upon me as an adolescent,"Love".
Can't seem to grasps its essence.
what important lesson did I miss?
Was I incarcerated during the only sessions?
Inevitability playing out my roll from the book, "Surcease Of Sorrow."
I struggle to let go of the past , To began a better tomorrow.
Its only this Requiem of a Dream - That Keeps me going.
In My dreams I can fly , advancing , moving forward.
Concisely aware my dreams are short lived, time only borrowed.
Anticipating my next chance to Astro project.
To the make-believe world that only exists in my head.
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