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The wind blows though the open window
The red blood stains the bedroom floor
The silence drifts around the room
As the stereo plays music no more
The shadow of your huddled body
Curled upon the well-made bed
With tears streaming down your pale face
And blood stains on your head
My photos line the blood stained walls
And gaze upon your frown
It was never my intention to turn
Your whole world upside down
Your tears are full of pain and hurt
And freeze within my heart
It was never my intention
To tear your world apart
I see her crying now, 
Her faces blank and plain 
She never saw my bleeding body
Left out in the rain
The flashing lights keep coming back
The sirens keep on wailing
My once happy life is now marked
Where the crimson blood is trailing

I thought I once knew what I would find

now I’m alone, alone in my mind

.the hurt that I’m feeling is very real pain

I’ve been here before, I’ll come back again

.one day I know there’ll be no return

attempts at redemption, my mind will spurn

.the voices will call me just one more time

I know I’ll obey, I know it’s a crime

,I’m set to wander alone in the dark

no-one to help or send out a spark

.to re-light my way to see in the gloom

dispel the shadows that hide in my room

.desolate and dark, no peace to find

no hand to guide me, all alone in my mind

You built these walls around you
To try to encage yourself
Turning your back on the world
Forever refusing all help

Your fears they surrounded you
Devoured all your soul
Left you broken into pieces
Impossible to be made whole

Your tears they became rivers
Until they drowned your body
And you just let yourself lie
Dying in your own folly

The depression it destroyed you
Left you empty and closed off
Until all memories of us
You simply forgot

Every night I came to your prison
Trying to get you free
Trying to reach you
But you no longer saw me

You closed your mind and body
Let your heart just freeze
Watched me outside the bars
Begging you not to please

I constantly tried and failed
Your empty eyes they watched
It broke my heart to see you
I prayed for it to stop

So I come tonight once again
But not to set you free
I come to say goodbye
But you can’t even hear me

I cry as I watch you
But I have to turn away
Long gone are the days
In your arms I would stay

When I leave you I’m empty
Completely closed myself off
All the pain and memories
Like you I’ve forgot

I create walls around me
To keep everything away
I make my heart go cold
So I no longer feel the old way

I become what you are
What I once did fear
No emotion escapes me
Not even a single tear

I don’t think I'll ever understand
Just what happened to us
How did two so happy and free
become closed off and unloved?

Now these bars surround us
Behind them we die
They keep in our dark secrets
We recoil inside

They lock all our emotions
Then throw away the key
The world outside aches for us
But the bars don’t let us see

We build them to get away
Thinking there we will rest
But these bars slowly kill us
They’re just cages for the depressed

We’ll rot in these cells we’ve made
We’ll tie up ourselves in chains
Becauce the reason we’re behind these bars
Is because inside we’ve gone insane

her eyes grace the words
while red blood tears run down her pale face
remembering what once was
now lost to her
memories have faded over the centuries
but his touch sill burns in her black heart
remembering the shame of the choice
not giving to her
night's choice for her
it's till her death
only to be ashame of what she is
not what he meant for her to become
night stole that from her
only time making her forever a prisoner
she walks away
wishing it was her six feet under
not her lover of ancient past

Lay down next to me
Hold my hand and close your eyes
And fall into deep sleep
Try to never wake up again
Embrace your eternal dreams
And they will hide you from reality
So far away…
To never let the pain to touch your soul
Sleep my fallen angel
Sleep, sleep forever
Your silent cry that I hear every night , I have felt your loneliness
And your soft tears you have weep and hide them inside your broken heart
Let them fall,
Let them drown inside my cold soul
To taste your fears
Feeling grace so deep inside you
So deep that you are lost in the dark
And yet again you surrender to shadows
And you let yourself to fall in their embrace and you still let their cold touch to venom your soul
Close your eyes and sleep my fallen angel
Sleep, sleep forever in darkness
To forget all memories that you always keep them in your pure heart
Watching you how you burning them deep into aches
I can still see into your eyes the sorrow,
Sorrow you have never defeated
So my little angel,
Close your eyes and let my touch to cover all your wounds you have never healed
Hush my fallen angel, sleep, sleep forever

With a nice little twist,
I slit my wrist...

Not waiting for life to kill,
rather my own blood I spill...

It's my own choice, I have no fears,
only pain, in the eyes some unshead tears...

On the floor, blood making stains,
slowly releasing me from my pains...

Bloody stains, stains like in my soul,
caused by all the pain, this life so foul...

Vision finally fading away, soon it's all done,
staring darkness, oh so black, soon it's all gone...

Soon I'm released, free from this pain,
suffering and life, it was all just in vain...

Thought, funny how blood makes a difference between life and death,
farewell life, so painful, so useless, going to take my last breath...

An escape,
A place to hide,
All those dark feelings,
That stay, buried deep inside,
Sometimes, you just want to drive,
Far away,
Away from the hurt,
Away from the pain,
To be able to just drive,
Into the rain,
To never look back,
Into the past,
TO make all the good things last,
If only that happened
In real life,
I wouldn't be
Crying,
And slowly dying,
Clutching the knife,
I go for the vein,
Trying to stop the pain,
Once and for all,
Suddenly I feel free,
Just as I fall