Well, finally after a number of months i managed to retrieve the password for here at Darksiders! Yes, thats me..mrs organized herself lol.. But its good to be back and i have noticed a lot of new faces which is awesome! I am still with Deep Realm as well, but i think at least here there are a few people that arent on this site that because of that i can speak more freely in blogs..Life for the most part has been fairly quiet the past few months.. apart from the workmen and scaffolding surrounding the house as its being re-rendered..new doors and windows and such, i am just hopeful that they arent too far from being done now and then i will be able to really throw myself into decorating. Patience although i try, is far from a virtue point for me! I cant stand bare walls.. but at least they arent all magnolia fucking white.. thats even worse.We lived in a gorgeous church/vestry place in the area with a few other people for awhile.. the owners of the place had completely ruined its potential by painting everything white, carpets all white and a few leather sofas in the living room that were all white too.. and any decor items were ugly ikea hell kind of things lol.. But its a nice feeling being in my own house for a change and i can do whatever i like with the interior design.. loads of ideas planned.. luckily i still have my ex's Egyptian stencils that i forgot i had, so i am planning on a border with a certain pattern of figures at the top of the wall right before the ceiling. I know no one cares really, but i feel like rambling so fucking deal with it lol.. i will undoubtedly post the pics of the finished product though..In other news though, i have been asked by a close friend of mine who is the lead in his own band to take on the photo shoot side of thing..so that is bound to be a good time once the warmth and light of the turning season gets here.. Life is soon to return as the cycle continues for another year... yet despite the obvious part of nature herself clearly telling us as human beings, that reincarnation is a very real aspect in the part of time in death. the months change, and show the death and sleep of the lands and then that life returning each year.. like the shift of night and day.. every day the sun rises, then he dies off for the evening as the moon makes herself known..The snake that bites its own tail within the never ending circle and spiral of life of all kinds. Yet so many ignore, take it for granted, are blind to the natural world around them.. the majority..the consumer whores of todays society..would never know what time of year it was if the supermarket shelves didnt hold seasonal ornaments, tea towls with baby chicks and eggs and the easter bunny.. good thing for them, otherwise they would all be lost! sad... very sad to me. Ok, i didnt intend for this greeting blog to become one of my usual rants! so i will end here for now, I hope this finds all of you who are reading this, doing well with life treating you good! There are many people on here that i want to get back in touch with and my fingers are crossed that they didnt abandon ship and are no longer here lol.. The Equinox is nearly upon us, and i wish all of you a great start to the springtime! xxxxxx
